DICKHEAD ALERT !!!

**this is another guy okay.


you ditch me for my bestfriends . that's one serious jackass man . Only bitches would do those kind of things. you threw our 3 years of friendship over my bestfriend ! thats stupid man , really low . i know im not pretty as her. Im not that stupid la wey. Boohoo you couldnt get her cuz she deserves sumeone much better that you ! Cant you understand she has a fucking boyfriend ? that twice loser man. u messed up with the wrong girl. fyi , i used to like you before you FUCKING ditch our friendship for my friend ! i never thought you're doing such shits. since u keep ignoring all of my msej and stuff only picks up HER CALLS ! like what the fuck ? go and weep to her i sent these. like she cares ! you deserve it all ! take everything , i dont want anything to do with you anymore ! I FUCKING HATE YOU YOU DICKHEAD ! dont mind replying this. like i said , i dont want anything to do with you . EVER ! org nk ckp cara baik buat bodo , this is the only way to get you notice ! Pegi mampos la kau dengan lagu and poems kau uh ! Macam aku layan jew ! FUCK la wey ! Kau kluar senyap2 ngn my bestie , and told her everything about your life. Kau baru je kenal die kut mase time tuuu , yang aku nie ko kenal 3 tahun tanaklak bgtau mcm ko bgtau die ? tak penahlak mention ko ade girlf , kt die ade pulak
! siap nangis kat die bile ko break ngn awek ko. EEE , tak ingin lah aku ade kwn cam kau. Padan muke girlf ko slalu tinggal ko. dah tu nak tehengeh kt bestie aku yg dah lame ngn boyf die. memang taklah. lgpun ko buat type die la wey ! tak reti bahase ke kwn aku da ade boyf, yang ko nk jiwang ngn die uh pahal ! get loss la dickhead. KARMA ! what goes around comes around


** A friend i knew in myspace, we got so attach but he backstab me and ditch me over my bestie. thats a real dickhead !

Let The Cat Out of The Bag

The purpose im writing this is not to start a war but to make things crystal clear and relieved the questions marks marked in my heart. I mean no harm, seriously I dont know what i did wrong or any actions that my harm you unconsiously. Or maybe im just being too paranoid. You've been avoiding me the whole year and giving me these shits excuses over and over again. Well, i certainly know u have friends that is in a relationship just like me , but why me ? why are you kicking me to the curb ?. It's like written all over my face saying you are forbid to be friends to communicate in the tiniest way or a huge mole that's making you distaning yourself . We've been friends for almost 3 years now. Dont give me those buzy shits , cuz im buzy too. We're just friends rite ? i thought we've made it clear the last time. Nuthing less and nuthing more. Just friends. I miss you as a friend not more than that. Im trying to make things as mature as enuff. If solving this face to face i know that will never happen cuz u'll keep giving me reasons. Its like ive done a hugh mistakes that cant be undo or forgiven. I just need to know the plain black and white truth, no more avoiding or hiding. Its time to let the cat out of the bag or else it might hurt the third party. Dido ?gb

Estranged Video Shoot

Okay fine i didnt update tis blog in awhile .buzy la with exams and assignments . apologize okay ?
Well , this week is an interesting week. I had the opporturnity to watch ESTRANGED shooting their latest vid. Wuhuuu. Suppose to be in there but it was kinda late and had to return home. LOL. Poor them , its freaking hot and they have to do it over and over again . Aahaha RICH is kinda funny. I always laugh when he acts . Comedy kinda runs in his veins. LOL , dahlah shorty like me and then wearing this operation clothes with bed slippers. ROFL. That day i laughed like i never laughed before !!





This is my mate Sasha. Her brother is directing fer ESTRANGED. It was SUPER HOT so we sat in the car . Geez , she made me laugh like hell men ! Too much hilarious moments. There's the car breakdown moment , the phne moment , the divider moment , the HON moment ( thts super funny) , there's the carrefour moment, the Fitting room moment , hehe . LOL , too much i tell you . yeah i know my hair has grown , im gonna cut it . LYNN AND JESS ! you guys miss SOOOOOOO damn much man. That day also i fell the staircase , DAMN you flip flop heels !

the Fitting room moment , OPPS , sorry sha . hehe

After seeing them doing their photoshoot , i went to movies with beha , amar , macha , farid , emy. Err , i didnt expect to see emy there . Sooo shock . like wth . Kinda have issues with him. He started it , i was trying to be nice. Not My fault . wateva . i dont fucking care la . i hate guys let it hanging , like ***** only. The TRANSFORMER was nice , but tooo long . it took about 3 hours to finish , DANG!.

Just now just finished my business exam . It was easy peasy not being a bragger but just memorize from the questions he gave . SWEAT -_-" . Only left two papers to go ! Probability & Statistic and Islamic Studies. Gotta go and computising my brand ! HEE.

Strike 2 ! ( Car Clamp )

Here's the prove
DATE: 22 june 2009
VENUE: Ucsi Parking Lot
;DD

Previous week , sha's car got clamped
And today , history repeat it self
ROFL !
Well its not really sha's fault
the person said clearly
its okay to park the reserved parking for today
so she parked lah
suddenly ....
that mamat fault lah ><
Oh ya , dah la tgh tension psl islamic studies punye class
It got canceled LAST MINUTE !!
so ma fan one.
Penat penat datang from far
suddenly cancel
HAIH !
We thought the boys were fooling round
till we get to the class ourself
it was true *sigh*
well we really need those laughters
since the tension of finishing our assignment
which is due todayy.
sha , sha , next time u got clamp
wear shades and cap okay ?
so the uncle wont laugh like just now
oh ya , along said that the UCSI is getting richer
becuz of SHA .
LOL !

Secret benjamin

As like all the other fridays , i have gap bet 12-4 . afta waiting lynn n jess to finish their OA class , we went to secret recipe ! I ordered the kiddies meal and they ordered lunch set. bahahha since my teeth still ache-ing. Yes sha , GIRLS WILL BREAK YOUR HEART . lols.

its red hot tamale , like it ?

Can you believe they charged us for SERVICE charge and GOV tax ? OMG, their service wasnt that really good also . I got my meal the last one . Sheesh. Aha , friday always full with juicy GOSSIPS. and that friday i got my econs result . Sigh . Friday always been a LONG day . Oh ya , the weirdo guy like suddenly come sit behind us in business . like wth ? where's your clan dear ? he's like " you guys never pay attention to me " bahaha , sissy boy . Ure just too weird and kind of stalker . i know la u like sha , always ask her but hello we all in the same class too. Sumetimes u're just plain scary . Yaya no need to brag off bout your marks . cuz u werent honest at the exam time.

after makan , sha got class . me , lynn and jess dont have class till 4 . okay, we're bored and tired. Blame us la for being tired . We've been in the college since 7 sumething in the morning and have class till late in the evening . Why la they like to do the lecturer in the evening , sleepy laa. Sumemore the aircon not AKON sha , super duper high speed. Sumpah sejuk gile . Cant hold a freakin pencil man ! Oh ya , for the first time business was actually FUN . We watched a movie about this BENJAMIN ZANDER. He's a consultant but at the same time he's a conductor . Cool huh ? He give this talk bout business bla bla bla . he's kind of adorable . lol . like Einsten look. RED ALERT ! RED ALERT ! There's another mid term exam for CS ( Computing Studies) sumewhere in july . NEVER underestimate that subject. It is way more complicated that html codings. the recent chapter was like JAW DROPPING . I kinda understand a bit , but still stress me out ! Yaiks , till here then . gotta msn conference thingy. LOLS

HELL-A-RIOUS

today , for the second time i went back with shaa . lynn and jesjes follows too. after done discussing our assignments , we went to the car . Okay , like usual start car then unlock the gear . CHECK AND DONE . Now , it only comes to reversing the car . As sha was about to REVERSE i spoke " Sha , wat is that metal doing so close to your car " ? and she was like " oh shit , dekatnye " . then she went off the car and realized that the car was clamp -_-" . Poor sha but at the same time hillarious , no offence . How come u didnt see the " reserved parking" sign ?!! haha . so me and lynn waited inside the car while sha and jes pay off the clamping fine. Just for that 50 bucks flew like a free bird. Ok , done. Then we have to wait for the guard to unclamp the car . VERYYY LONNGGG i tell you . finally , 30 mins later or so the guard came . So big and strong he unclamp the car . but his face was written " haiyaa ,i was eating laa. Who dare disturb my eating time ! " . we thanked him but his face was a bit furious. Poor guard , no peaceful time to eat :PP

big ONE EIGHT

Tonight when the clock strikes 12 i'll be turning into half woman and half girl -_-"
LOLS
Yes , 13th june is my bday
I dont need an alarm clock to remind me that im getting older and older
Yaiks , sooner or later i have to get married and have kids
I like the feeling of that but it scares the hell out of me
Though the number 18 gives you the license to drink and drunk
but a-ah , im not doing those stuff
See , im not those clubbing ,totally drunk girls
Yes , you get me wrong dear .
So ,im your lost . And im glad to be one
Cuz this Miss Independant has grown up and has better things to do then sucking up yourself
Those who did that kind of things are somehow beenneglected
and imma FULL TIME surrounded by love
18 is a fresh starts when the world give a ring
Mailing that the reality just started and hell lot of responsibilities about to be carried
Geez, i gotta get my priorities straight
Im looking foward to these crinkles life
Like mis Jasmine say , its a LONG RUN
LOL , its econs btw.
I know what the hell but it kinda relates, you'll learn
HAHA . I dont wish for grand or luxuries birthday bash or birthday present
Just a simple one
Surrounded by the ones i LOVE yes , LOVE ones not LOVED ones
As in present , today , not so yesterday
I dont need porche or hummer
Cuz those wont make you any younger and only reminds you OLD AGE
Just a golden ticket making my parents and myself proud of me
And accomplishing those DREAMS ive kept



WISH RANKING
1.My sayangg Zul
2.Jiemah
3.My sha shi ci
4. Ida
5. kecik (te-ah)
6. Nazie
7. Alin
8. Lynn
9. Diah
10. Jesjes
11. Naim
12. Penyu
13. Mama
14. Ili
15. Ayah
16. Nabila
17. Am
18. Esya
19. Kinah
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100. Beha . ( haha , she wanted to be the last)